dream on

Some elements from my dream last night - I can see the crossovers into my life ;)~

To see or eat ice cream in your dream, denotes pleasure and satisfaction with your life. You need to savor the moment and enjoy it. It is also indicative of good luck and success in love.

To dream of someone else giving birth, suggests that you are giving birth to a new idea or project. It also represents new beginnings or some upcoming event.

To see evergreen trees in your dream, signifies wealth, happiness, immortality, high aspirations, and knowledge. The dream represents the cycle of life and may be trying to offer you hope in the midst of despair. Alternatively, the dream may be a metaphor to be "ever green" as in to be more environmentally conscious.

To see your own family in your dream, represents security, warmth and love.

To see a cat in your dream, symbolizes an independent spirit, feminine sexuality, creativity, and power. It also represents misfortune and bad luck. The cat could indicate that someone is being deceitful or treacherous toward you. If the cat is aggressive, then it suggests that you are having problems with the feminine aspect of yourself. The dream may be a metaphor for "cattiness" or someone who is "catty" and malicious.

blessed

i am so blessed 
with strength to stay true 
in love
to have found what others spend a lifetime searching for
a love
like this


a family to care & cherish
health to miss when i get sick
talents to ensue
unwaivering manners and taste instilled from family 
endless possibilities 
passion to do good
paint a prettier world
friends to love and to long for
to confide in and dream with 
a life
unexpected
unchartered
and most of all
encompassing all blessings

so i creamed my pants

This morning when I woke up and saw how sunny, gorgeous and deliciously it is out today...Gush!

epiphany

after spending a lot of time editing my closet yesterday i realized that i waste a lot of energy, and never mind hard earned money, on clothes. i boxed the clothes (for my sister and for goodwill)...and i am adding something to it - my focus on material goodies. signora!

thinking about how i got to this point where i waste so much on materials i chuckle... the old erica would have scoffed, pink hi-lights falling into her eyes, as she returned to "the bell jar" or sketchbook, headphones blasting...

Tyler put it best, "The things you own end up owning you."
why bags - nobody wants baggage, i am happiest when i am barefoot - clothes... well.. you get the picture..

the point is to be free. you have your passion and your health - what else is there? On a deeper level you have to ask yourself, are my possessions my selling point? Do i have nothing else to offer... And if so, who are you selling to? Obviously if the friends you keep judge upon the car you drive or the bag you carry then you both really suck.

the most sexy is rolling out of bed, throwing a sun dress or a pair of jeans on, and slipping into flip flops... jumping into a car and just taking off on a trip - no baggage...no ties.

so goodbye excess baggage...hello challenge time! the hunt is more fun - thrift stores, vintage...hell maybe a playful attempt at sewing - who knows!

so my boxes are sealed. challenge set. free is sexyyy

hello again real erica - except this time no pink hair

..yet


[Warning: If you are reading this then this warning is for you. Every word you read of this useless fine print is another second off your life. Don't you have other things to do? Is your life so empty that you honestly can't think of a better way to spend these moments? Or are you so impressed with authority that you give respect and credence to all that claim it? Do you read everything you're supposed to read? Do you think every thing you're supposed to think? Buy what you're told to want? Get out of your apartment. Meet a member of the opposite sex. Stop the excessive shopping and masturbation. Quit your job. Start a fight. Prove you're alive. If you don't claim your humanity you will become a statistic. You have been warned- Tyler.] this is prob my fav part of Chuck

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